What Suicide “Looks” Like….
If I had not witnessed it myself, I would not believe this story. Ten years ago I went to the funeral of a young man who had committed suicide. He was 22 and was doing well in college. He had always suffered from deep depressions, in spite of having lots of good friends and good grades in school. He had been hospitalized twice for attempting suicide.
Suicide of a young person is always difficult to understand. I did not try to make sense of it, as I did not know the young man well; I was just a friend of the family. What I witnessed at the funeral I will never forget. It is a tragic example of spirit driven behavior. Or should I call it psychic attack? Or was it the result of a panic attack? I truly do not know.
A dead body and an attacking spirit!
I was looking at the body of the young man in the casket from across the room as I had already stood in front of the casket earlier in the evening. I was shocked and then puzzled to see that the dead body had a spirit on top of it, choking it! The color of the spirit was red (astral particles of anger), which means the spirit was angry. The enraged spirit was trying to choke the life out of the already dead body of the young man!
Is it possible that the mental state of this attached spirit was such that it did not know the young man was already dead? Was the spirit so severely disassociated while “just following instructions” from a higher up authority and did not have the sense to stop when the “mission” was accomplished?
This event reinforced my contention that these lost spirits do not really know what they are doing. Obviously there was no need to keep choking a dead body. I realized then that we really needed to know more about the mental state of spirits. If a spirit can be that off base then who knows what other mysteries in our life are explained by an out of control spirit?
It is important that those who have panic attacks and psychic attacks address the underlying cause, which is an unresolved and often unaddressed fear. And those with compulsive thoughts of suicide need to know that it is possible those thoughts are not theirs but of an attached or attacking spirit. Either way, the mind of the person needs to be strengthened so that it can fight off the spirit. It would be real interesting if we find in retrospect that suicides are all spirit attacks. It makes sense to me….I will keep “checking” and get back to you on this.
We suggest the following mantra if someone has thoughts of suicide:
Please God help me with my intention to heal my suicidal thoughts.
This mantra should be done 50 to 100 times a day, in silence and with rhythmic breath. And an appointment with a doctor for help with herbs that strengthen the mind should be considered in addition to your traditional doctor. Look up the herb Ashwagandha root to see if it has attributes that you may need to keep your mind strong.
A new environmental condition called electrohaunting:
Microwave radiation from all wireless devices open holes called portals to other dimensions, allowing spirits access to your home and your mind. Consider only using wired computer and telephones while having panic attacks or having suicidal thoughts.